![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
playlist
DRAMATURGY ▼
Broke it all with a touch, if I do recall
Hiding all of the shame, all I did was fall
We were young, never bound by a single sin
'Til before we could see, we were monsters in skin
But even if I had tried to move on, why can’t I leave my past?
“Considering it’s you, better give up soon,
'Cause no matter what you do, you will always lose”
And then, I was alone, way before I knew
Blocking every little thought that I couldn’t sit through
DOG DAYS ARE OVER ▼
Happiness hit her like a bullet in the back
Struck from a great height
By someone who should know better than that
The dog days are over
The dog days are done
Can you hear the horses?
'Cause here they come
Run fast for your mother, and fast for your father
Run for your children, for your sisters, and brothers
Leave all your love and your longing behind
You can't carry it with you if you want to survive
HOW TO EAT LIFE ▼
Do not try to look at the truth
Measuring the weight of life
In that wavering bonfire, what did you see?
Tonight, before tomorrow comes, sober up
You're running out of time
I want to be blinded from this dull today and go beyond it
Surely, my voice has yet to hit and make all these thoughts go away
Until I get overcome with unsteadiness
For both of us, to forget that is unforgivable
As long as you don’t ever stop thinking of it...
Find me,
before I eat myself
THE CALENDAR ▼
It's said, "If you don't let it out
You're gonna let it eat you away"
I'd rather be a cannibal, baby
Animals like me don't talk anyway
Feel like an ambulance
Chaser of faith
Pray I could replace her
Forget the way her tears taste
Oh, the way her tears taste
Put another X on the calendar
Summer's on its deathbed
There is simply nothing worse
Than knowing how it ends
And I meant everything I said that night
I will come back to life
But only for you
Only for you
KAIBUTSU ▼
The act of living clean and correct...
To live without grieving anyone...
To live straight without standing out...
To live without making a mistake?
Is it justice to live as it is?
Is it justice to deceive and live?
What am I supposed to be?
Who am I really?
Tell me... Tell me
Today, too, I live in a world without answers
There's still hope, though, as clumsy as it is
I'll always be with you
I want to laugh
My pounding heart shakes my body and screams
Now is the time to move
I've always been weak
It eats me up
In this world full of mistakes
I want you to laugh
No one will cry any more
I want to grow stronger and stronger
So that I can be me
WHAT YOU KNOW ABOUT BEING ALONE ▼
Maybe next year I'll have no time
To think about the questions to address...
Am I the one to try to stop the fire?
I wouldn't test you
I'm not the best you could have attained
Why try anything?
I will get there
Just remember I know
And I can tell just what you want
You don't want to be alone
You don't want to be alone
And I can't say it's what you know
But you've known it the whole time
Yeah, you've known it the whole time
SAY IT ▼
You see, I’ve actually realized already
Look, about that thing you said...
I didn’t feel like thinking about it too much
So I had forgotten about it, but...
Living blindly, recklessly, delusionally,
Impulsively, impatiently, negatively
didn’t do me any good
I’m sure that on the last day of my life, when I think of what’s gone before
All of it, all of it will be unspeakably precious, but...
Ah, on that last day of my life, you won’t be there –
More, more, more
Say that more clearly